Friday, August 8 @00:43
because i had a bad day! work was busy today.. its been long since i had been so busy.. it just didnt feel right, perhaps due to working onli that 10 days in the month of July.. i am a workaholic and i must do something no matter where i am.. today was just another day which lazy me did not have the mood to work at all.. i wanted to play.. i am SICK of the office and everything (less my lovely colleagues) about it.. the system.. that stupid phone that rings non-stop to check back stuff... the parade thats going to take place in that few hours time.. argh.. just sick of it..a separate issue.. first off, i have to indicate my feelings as i type this (and its after giving myself some time to think it thru): Normali HAD felt extremely sad and disappointed as i found out today that a person who ought to understand my feelings the most, understand what i say, what i do and what i mean described my actions as one word:IRRITATING.and guess what, i was so stupid to take 3 years to find this out.. thanks for letting me know.. its not too late yet.. 3 years is not a very long time afterall..
still waiting.